| pictures! |
[11 Mar 2009|08:27am] |
Put a picture on my myspace under My Photos. Cant figure out how to post it on here; I dont have a photobucket account or anything anymore.
Dude is KICKING...you can feel him on the outside now.
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| heheheheheh |
[05 Jan 2009|11:15pm] |
I'm lying in bed with my laptop and aiming the speakers at my tummy. Playing Bowie and if an almost 18 week old fetus moving feels like gas pains and constipation even if I go number 2 just fine, then this kid DEFINITELY likes bowie!!!! I'm instructing it on the gamut of his collected works; we covered the Heathen album last night but it seems to like the late 80s early 90s stuff more.
We'll find out next Monday what it is.
Still havent wrapped my mind around the fact that a living thing will be exiting my va jay jay in June.
Casey and I seem to be doing fine; we are about to pass our seven month anniversary. No, not of marriage. Of meeting LOL. We're still definitely enjoying each other's company and our teasing definitely falls under the phrase of eeeee viiiiil :) but witty. Its good to keep me on my toes.
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| phew |
[23 Dec 2008|10:07pm] |
i feel like something is caught up under my rib cage. ive been coughing frequently since friday and im afraid ive bruised my abs or something.
on the plus side...heard the heartbeat again yesterday. sounds like a washing machine in the middle of a cycle. and my mom bought me some maternity clothes...i resisted for a bit but man....they are sooooooooooooo comfy.
still not enjoying stuff too much...still not real yet...how long did it take you guys to get used to it?
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| I'm so ashamed |
[18 Dec 2008|01:13pm] |
I just...love watching Viva La Bam. I think he's an asshole and I wouldn't be able to stand his company for 30 seconds but...god I love watching his show.
Him and Vin Diesel. I feel...like I need a therapist.
Went to Old Navy for me, wound up poking my head into the baby section and I just lost it. Had to leave. I'm not sure if this baby is real for me yet.
The Spirit is getting HORRID reviews. And I'm so fucking pissed off because they are remaking goddamn Romancing the Stone, and are in talks to remake the Crow. How do you fucking remake the Crow? The movie threw the industrial/goth music scene onto the mainstream. Brandon Lee died. Before the Crow, pretty blond football players were sex gods. After the Crow, angry dark haired skinny boys were. YOU CANT REMAKE THAT SHIT.
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| Fucking pregnant insomnia |
[09 Dec 2008|06:48am] |
...I will look at the bright side of this. I can't sleep. If I can keep up with this trend the baby will be no problem; I'm not tired and I don't want to sleep.
sooooo...where DO all my old cohorts hang out on the web nowadays??? Marysia,com is gone, Labtech's boards still around? no message board at WRFA, etc etc etc...I feel so out of it.
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| Sarah Palin's Top Ten LIst |
[06 Oct 2008|11:14pm] |
some of them aren't lists of ten, but they all make me laugh.
The move in is going well...apartment stability is remaining well...stable. Stability is being maintained is what I mean to say.
You know...just like how I don't understand the big deal behind The English Patient, I don't understand the big deal about Sarah Silverman.
Anyway...back to the Palin list.
Questions I Hope Gwen Ifill Doesn’t Ask Me Tonight:
If Jack were on a horse and asked you to help him dismount, would you help Jack off a horse?
Did you have anything to do with me breaking my ankle?
What’s your favorite gun?
If John McCain raped and murdered Kitty Dukakis, would you support the death penalty for him? Remember you would become president if he dies.
What is the state capital of Vermont?
Do you support animal testing of cosmetics? Like for instance lipstick on a pitbull?
Name five rights guaranteed by the Bill of Rights.
Did Greedo shoot first?
Dinosaurs Jesus Rode
Triceratops
Velocirapture
Jehovasaurus Rex
Prolifeatops
Kangaroo
Utahraptor
Dromiceomimus
Things I’ve Said Thanks But No Thanks To
More mashed potatoes
Phone solicitor for aluminum siding
John McCain’s advances
Hockey mom lesbo threesome
Condoms
Naming my daughter Geometry
Fried moose testicles
Back seat of a 87 Chevy Suburban.
Bridge to Nowhere...oh wait
Mavericky Things I’ve Done Today
Taken 14 items to the 12 items or less checkout line
Winked at a woman
Shoplifted lipstick from Wal-Mart
Prank called Andrew Sullivan
Crashed a jet plane killing my friend
Went all in on an inside straight draw
Made the secret service guy pick up the dog’s poop
Read the New York Times
Called Katie Couric a “cancer on society”
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| heheheheheh |
[02 Oct 2008|10:49pm] |
New Election '08 Drinking Game:
Whenever Palin (failin) says the words "Maverick" "soccer mom" "heck" or drops an 'n' from a suffix, take a shot.
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| new learn-ned stuff |
[24 Sep 2008|07:16pm] |
Hit my 30th birthday without any major issues. The remnants of hurricane Ike struck Cbus last weekend and blew out the power...so I also hit my birthday sans electricity...it was actually ok, was pretty zen. I HAD to focus on myself. Minor meltdown about feeling I deserved the right to cook a grilled cheese sandwich on my birthday if I wanted one, but blame that on the Chardonnay I drank to make sure it didn't go bad.
Stuff I'm currently researching:
The Freegan lifestyle aka dumpster diving by citizens concerned about the environment
and
Dystopian societies aka anti-utopian societies...think 1984, Farenheit 451, V for Vendetta...
Thank the show Taboo for the former, and the videogame Bioshock for the latter.
The next chapter of JvsTGK is almost done.
Casey and I hit our three month anni most successfully...I don't know what to say other than...this one's it.
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| to give you an idea |
[07 Sep 2008|10:34pm] |
I have 9 days til I turn 30.
In case you're wondering, if you've seen Darjeeling Limited...Casey (the dude) looks like Adrian Brody in that movie, but he is bald and has a beard. I just saw Darjeeling for the first time and loved it, mainly because Adrian Brody is so hot and I realized I was dating a bald version of him LOL!!!
Turning 30 ain't so bad...we're going to do dramatic readings of my diaries starting from age 8 on at my party...its been a weird experience trying to pick out which entries to read. SOme entries, I am amazed that I managed to make such profound observations about life...and in some its absolutely cringe-worthy. So embarrassing. Some things I don't even remember. Regardless, I'm so glad that I can read about the times when I was lost and understand that I'm not lost anymore. (at least not as much)
SO ah...things is well. JOb is ok, would like to make more money but I'm ok so far...casey is amazing; we're watching BOrat and dying with laughter...(he bought me a f*&king laptop for my birthday!!) we checked out a condo today and might possibly be in by Nov.
When the universe wants something, you know it. Fo realz yo.
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| my last month of my 20s |
[19 Aug 2008|07:21pm] |
and I'm drinking a Shiraz and watching Casey n Doug play Star Wars Lego...which I finally get why people like playing; they're so cute with their stumpy legs!!!
I've been getting over a severe throat infection all weekend and had to call off work today...I feel like management in my industry (not just at my current salon but everywhere I have ever worked) are not very sensitive to having to call off because you're sick. Its less money they bring in in services when a stylist calls off, hence they want you to be at death's door to call off. Weird. I feel bad because I couldn't work but I'd feel bad if I did go into work with a potentially contagious illness.
Rasputin won hands down in the salon poll. Hitler, apparently, is a weenie.
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| thought for today |
[05 Aug 2008|08:42am] |
Thank you guys for sending votes my way. I still havent heard about the casting results which means I think I didn't get it (boooooo!)
If zombie hitler and zombie rasputin got in a fight. who would win?
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| Life updates + vote for me on SPLIT ENDS!!! |
[15 Jul 2008|12:20pm] |
I'm totally almost in the top 20...I think if I hit the top 15 I'll be on the first page the casting directors look at!
There's also videos of me up; one is a mini interview in front of my salon, one is a fashion show the salon participated in two weeks ago (there is a two second shot of me in the middle of the video, and trust me, I'm wasted.) and a video of a photo shoot from the Dolls of Evolved (I'm at the end, not on a bike) So go vote vote vote! Mama needs some cheering up!
http://www.gotcast.com/saxonny
Other news...this morning my part time job at the airlines fell through...so no healthcare or free flights for the time being. It's a major disappointment, because financially I'm also teetering on the edge of CRAPdom. Working commission is hard work! Its hard work!
Other, better news...and how shall I put this so the full meaning is communicated?
My future husband picked me up at a bar about a month ago. No, seriously. He chatted me up while we were waiting for drinks and he said all the right things to get me to agree to go on a date with him, and by the end of that date (which was amazing) we were off the proverbial market. He's met my parents, I've met his, and the two sets are so alike its scary. Both our parents' anniversaries are July 4th. His mom, aunt, and sister's name is Katherine. (mine's Kathryn, in case y'all didn't know) Our first date was Friday the 13th, the same day as my first date with my ex-fiance. (who may or may not be reading this)
It's really funny. I knew he was worth talking to when the first thing he said to me was "I really like your look. What are you about?" ...I like that so much more than "so what do you do?" The latter implies what I do is who I am. I always steer conversations away from work into actual interests, so I was prepared for a question like that and could answer it immediately. As I introduce him around, or as we go out and we meet bartenders, artists, whatever...he asks everyone that question. Everyone but me gives him a confused look and has no idea how to answer that. I don't know why, but it makes me feel good that he and I were able to connect that way.
Anyway...go vote! If I get on the show I won't be in such a poopy mood.
Anyway...go vote!!!
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| Am I still the queen of smut? |
[11 Jun 2008|05:48pm] |
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Next chapter of JvsTGK is up. I had to polish the ol' tarnished crown of smut for this one. Hope I haven't lost my touch.
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| and no snow storm this time!!! |
[18 Mar 2008|11:35pm] |
The next chapter of JvsTGK is live.
in case you didn't know, my previous profile was deleted. The new one is under saxonnyRETURNS
:)
I feel so good writing on this baby again. I fully intend of having it done before the big 3-0 in September. And while like J.K. Rowling, I do have the ending completely in place, I am finding that the characters have their own story to tell.
They better not fuck with my ending.
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| I'm so crazy I'd smack my momma for a beer. |
[10 Mar 2008|12:16am] |
Wow. yeah...blame the 15+ inches of snow dumped in my front yard and parking lot for the SECOND chapter of JvsTGK to be posted in less than a week.
What can I say? I've had a hankering. I'd like to get it done by my 30th birthday. (yes...its this year)
Keep commenting; it keeps me on a ROLL.
<3
p.s. ...no offense to anyone, and I am serious about no offense, I'm not using betas to get this done. I'm just going for it.
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| For all my Labyrinth girls... |
[08 Mar 2008|01:42am] |
...could it be?
...is it???
...another chapter of JvsTGK?
~saxonnyRETURNS
you know where to look
Two pages into chapter ten.
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| and now... |
[07 Mar 2008|01:49am] |
...i have moved into self righteous anger. which is good. what have we done to our world that no one is willing to confront, to take a risk, to make connections...always the good friend, never the girl...i guess people are that blind.
i'd always choose being alone over being settled for.
the breakfast club was right. when you grow up, your heart really does die.
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| and another thing |
[06 Mar 2008|12:30pm] |
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FUCK people who make appointments with me and then don't show up. This is bullshit. I have had three goddamn no shows this week which cost me $200 of my book space. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.
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| I am SO FUCKING OVER THIS |
[06 Mar 2008|12:04pm] |
You know what? Fuck dating. Fuck guys. I have no fucking clue what I am doing. This is so ridiculous it makes me want to spit and then burn something down. Am I really that ugly? Am I really that horrid to be around, to get to know? Match.com; a few first dates, no call backs afterward. Plentyoffish.com; a nice chat that never went anywhere, and two dates with a married but separated man. No one returns my phone calls. No one emails with a polite "thanks but no thanks." The last three have sent allllllllll the wrong signals; one I asked blatantly why arent we dating, he said not interested, and then a week later GAVE ME A NECKLACE HE MADE. yet STILL doesn't call me. The other one made an appointment at the salon to get his hair cut, then told me he really just wanted to hang out with me. Hung out with him, thought it was going well, and now I have been told "sorry to lead you on but..." The last one remembered a conversation I had with him like...four months ago, we chatted for a long time, a lot of common interests, and apparently he only wanted a hook up. Never called back.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE?
You know, I just want someone who is stable, cute (cute for me is a bit different keep in mind), kind, a little crazy, who wears converse and can keep up. And who absolutely adores me.
Am I really that hard to get along with?
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